For those moment...25/02/2010...
Hmmm...Those moment together with her...
And the way we was...
And make me feel this way...
How to hold both hands without any doubt together ?
And no others feeling...
Just only wait...
And waited...
And...I really still doubt myself...
I scared I didn't make her happy enough...
And the most important is...
Did I give her the most precious things she wanted ?
Is in my doubt now...
I'm really scared...
And nobody can give me the answers...
Even she tell me...She like everything I have done for her...
But...Did she really like it ? Or maybe because wanted to make me happy ?
And saying those word just for "An Wei" ?
Dear...I not meant to doubt you too...
Now I know what dear scared about le...
Dear also need an quan gan...
And me too...
Dear...I will be waiting...
Even I doubt myself...
And I always think is that I good enough for dear ?
And did I make my dear love me even until cant let me go ?
But still...I will keep on going...
Even I really think that I'm not good enough for dear...
I still will keep on going...
Cause I know one things only...
My heart already given to her...
And she is my true love already...
And I wont give up...
Even little hopes for me...
I will make it big !
And the most dear to me...
Hope she really can see what I'm saying...
And hope my dear can try to knowing me...
I just keep on trying...
No matter how...
I didn't hope like my dear said...
Flower heart...
Would be happen to both us...
I will be hurt alot that time...
I really scared...And lonely...T.T
I wont let her know about this 1st...
Until she saw this...
I'm alone...
In the dark...
Can somebody save me ?
Or given me some light again ?
Haiz...Whatever...
Even sweet2 times will filled with some sadness...
I wonder...when can i get some lights...
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T.T
