Busy all the times...03/03/2010...
Dear...As times goes by...
I just knew that...
I'm gonna be more and more busy...
Because preparing for many things...
Actually...
Dear...Do u think that I ignored u ?
Did I just leaving dear alone ?
Or letting dear at there without my attentions ?
Because sometimes...
Working sure taken alot of time...
And not really free le nowaday...
Later I should be going out with my staff together...
And doing some business outside rather than waiting at shops...
So dear...Do u really mind about this ?
Until now...Did dear feel tired with our relationship for this such of busy ?
Or felt not worthy to wait ?
Even though dear figure this type of life not suit for dear...
I will respect u too...
Cause I know...I not really can always be by dear side...
Just sometimes can only take off day to meet with dear...
Dear...I wish that I could be the one that in your heart...
And the most precious to dear every moment...
And the most important...
Dear felt this love would be forever...
But I wont force dear...
I know forcing wouldn't given us happiness...
And rushing sure will lead to many disasters...
So I will given dear sometime to think about it...
This is the hardest part of me and u...
I wanted to tell this to dear quiet sometime already...
But dar didn't have chances to let dear know...
And heard the answers from dear...
I just hope that Dear don't think I'm abandon dear alot...
I,as a boy,needed to worked hard to achieve higher positions and I could to give the most best things for dear...
A life that better than normal one...
I wish dear could understand me...
I already planned much for this...
And I wont given up my courier...
And will be going on and on...
With dear if dear can lend me your hand...
Going on together...
Dear...My future planned for dear live more better life...
And dear wanted to sharing with dar ma ?
Dear...I'm sure this is very hard for you...
But whatever dear decided...
I will respect dear decisions...
Because my heart already belong to you...
The only living here in Penang...
KC Chew...
Already destined found dear...
A faith that link us together...
And have u as my dearest one...
So for me I wont easily given up this love story...
Wont letting this end up a blank paper at last of the books...
And will continue...
Dear...I miss u so much...
Even myself can't imagine how do I live without u...
And the most I wanted to do when meet with dear is...
Hug dear close to me...
Given a warm hug just only for u...
And say...I love you...