'Regina' 's KC

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Missing her at home...9.22P.M. 26/08/2010...

Waiting for her to come back...

Everyday she wait for me...

And right now changes me wait for her...

As can say...Other people...

They hate for waiting...

But for me...

I felt happiness within my heart...

Even waiting...

I just felt even sweet and sweet when saw the time...

She nearly come back to me ad...^^

Miss her dou bao er...^^

Ehem...Lately so tired la...

Working 25 days didn't even taken off...=.=

Luckily got my dear...

She always support me eventhough we living so far away...

And she still awaiting our day comes...

Hehex...me too na dear...

Right now changes dar luv sei you le...

Until no medicine can help dar cured ad...

Only you in my mind...

Everything I did...

Eating something spicy also think about you...=.=

Cause you told me not too...Yee.....

Why you got such a power like that ?

Bully dar like that...

Hehex...^^

Dear ar...lately dar busy and sometime late reply dear gea sms...

I'm sorry na...

I hope dear can forgive me na...^^

Dar will reply you if got sms come from you gea...

Just sometimes late na...

I hope our relationship will last until forever...

Because you are the only one lies in my heart now...

Trying be the best of me to you...

And be the best ever husband to you...

I will protect you when in danger...

I will take care of you when you felt sick...

I will hug you when you felt cold...

And I will love you forever even you didn't ask me too...

Dear...

Forever and ever in love with you...^^

From KC Chew Fu Rong...

To Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Yesterday I can't sleep...T.T...26/08/2010...

Yesterday...I can't even sleep well...

Eventhough I promise her to sleep earlier...

But I can't because...

I felt that I making my lovely one no mood or sad again...

I'm thinking it until now...

That's why I must post this...

If not I can't even sleep better...

Cause my world just got her...

And she is my oxygen...

And the one who gave me happiness and let me know what is true love...

That's shown how important she is in my life...

So I would let her know how much I love her...

But not directly...

I will write at here and hope she will understand me more...

Dear...I'm sorry...

Because of yesterday dar busying on road...

Driving,seeing movie then fetch mom and friends back home...

I know dear felt nothing...

But I felt not comfortable...

Because I know something wrong...

Because dear not use to be like this wu yan one...

Dear always laugh and happy gea...

But now...

I know that is me that making you no mood or sad...

I just wanted you happy...

Eventhough you told me...

You also can go out with your friends and enjoying...

But dar felt...

If I'm going out...dear felt unsafe...right ?

Because sometimes dar going out gea with girls...

Sometimes is boys...

And maybe dear felt no mood because dar late reply...

I'm sorry dear...

If can...I won't go out again...Ok ma ?

You know how important are you in my life ?

I can sacrifice everything just for you...

Even my life too...

I just can't even lose you again...

My friends got told me before...

"Are you serious with this relationship ?"

"Better kick her out from your life la..."

Like this told me...

Dar just directly told them all...

I'm sure that I can't even say something to hurt her again...

Something like breakup...

Don't want her or I found another one...

Because I knew it myself...

The one I love the most is you...

And I can't even lies myself again...

So that's why I want you back...

I know this quiet selfish...

If your friends understand gea...

They should know...

But some of your friends surely told dear that dar selfish la...

Or something bad gea...

Dear...

I hope time will prove everything to you...

That I love you even more than last time tgt...

Because I knew it...

You are truely the one inside my heart...

The one I seek for long time...

And the most suit me is you...

I love the way you talk...

The way you sing...

The way you act cute...

The way you hit my head...

The way you love me...

I love everything that you had shown me...

Dear...

Tonight I can't sleep because of...

Dar going out with friends...

Late reply dear until dear sleep ad...

Dar really wanna cry le...T.T

I'm sorry dear...

I promise dear...I wont go out with them again...Ok ma ?

I will be by ur side everytime...

Everyday...

Every seconds...

Always be by ur side and hug you when you needed dar...

Give dear warm...

And always stay near to dear...

Because I love you so much...

Hopefully dear will know my feeling to you and why I wanted not to go out with friends...

I don't wanna heard that you are crying again...

and you are worried...

no mood...

I don't wanna heard that again...

I just wanted I can be the one that can always make you happy and laugh...

I just wanted you...My dear...Can you forgive me mar ?

Lastly...I'm sorry again to my dear...

I letting you sleeping alone tonight...

I'm here for you ad...right now and forever...

I love you...Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

And I will always remember the day we re-couple back again...

10/07/2010...and your birthday...13/10/1993...

I promise you...

And I won't ever do such a things to hurt you again...

Because I love you...

Good nite my dear...

Sleep tight...

Dar now coming to hug you le...T.T

I'm sorry dear...Dar cry le...

I can't hold on my tears...

I just want you happy...

Hope this is the last day I going out...

And from now on...Dar always stay by ur side ad...

Won't leaving you a inch...ok ma ? T.T

Good nite...T.T

From KC Chew Fu Rong...

To Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

My feeling...18/08/2010...

Dear...actually...

When dar heard about dear wanted go to London study...

Dar really sad na...and ng seh dak lei ar...T.T

Go to study there isn't easy...

And I scare that dear will be bullied by friends there...

Dear how to take care yourself...

How to wash cloth...

and many things...

Even how...dear wanna go there...

Dar will support you...

I know it's hard to be in front of you when you needed...

And I really felt we hard to meet up together...

If dear really going to London ne...

I sure miss sei u er...

Dear...

Maybe we less contact cause of not good handphone line and communications...

Maybe 1 week call one time...Or maybe 1 month...

Or maybe 2 month...

But I will wait...until the day dear got free...

Then call dar...And dar will call dear when dear free too...

Dear...Promise me...Must take care yourself...

You are going far away from Malaysia...

Not only around outpost...It's overseas...

So need to becareful and healthy ne...

I will wait...until dear come back reunion with dar...

But I know it myself...

Eventhough how...I will wait for you...

Wherever you go...Whatever you do...

I will be right here waiting for you...

Ok ma ? Don't ever forget me...

If not I will died...

Cause you are my life...

Dear...

I'm sorry that I told dear something making dear felt dar so boring...

But dar will try to be the best...

And be the most romantic guys to you in this world...

Hopefully dear will give me some time to be the best...Ok ma ?

Dear...Actually it's not your fault that making me worried about you...

Because...Even how...Dar will worried about you too...

Cause you are my only dear...

I didn't worried you...That's not love you ad...

So dear...U know what I mean ?

U know that how important are you in my life ?

I even can't imagine that I been in love like this before...

U are my everything...And everything that can changes my life...

I'm sorry that last time the one who said break is me...

I know I'm selfish...and now want you back...

I also know that dear gea heart been hurt like this before...

I hope that...right now...Dar willing to be by your side...

Even Sunny,Raining,Cloudy,and Stormy...

Dar will always be by ur side...and protect dear whenever dear needed...

Cause I really love the most is you...Regina...

Now on and forever...

I hope that when I be with you...

And let dear forget those sadness that always disturbing you...

Dear...U know ma ?

U always make me so sweet gea...sui yan lei gea...hahax...

And I love the way you love me too...

And I got tell my friends I also got diabetes ad...hahax...

Because of you...my sweet heart...^^

Just now when dear send a msg to me...

Dar felt wanna cry le na...

That is...

I love u forever n ever...

I miss u every second...

n u r my life...

I cant live without u ne...

do u noe ?? ^^

Dear...I wanna cry le na...T.T

I tell u my dear...

U make me wanna died for you ad na...

Too much oxygen le na...^^

Sweet dou sei jor tim...hahax...

I love you...My lovely wife...

Dear...My friends...U know her right ?

That working with me together too de...

Named Yuki...

She got tell me some how to be the best in your family there...

And she tell me...

It's isn't easy as your though...

The most important is to make dear family happy...

And like me...that's should be ok lo...

Dear...Once I heard about this...I felt no worries...

U know what mean ? Cause I will prove to your family...

That dar really love you...

And really wanna protect and take care of you...

So I will do it no matter how hard it is...

Dear...

If your family dont want me...dear will too gea ma ? T.T

Dar sure died...T.T

Dear dear ar...

I will always remember those memory we together...

When we talk to phone...

And laughing together...

And bully u and bully me...^^

I felt sweet na...

I just wanted to share with dear that...

Dear is really the best of the best in my former all ex...

and you are gonna be my wife ne...

I know...dar myself not really romantic to propose to you...

But I wanna give this blog a msg that...

Will you marry me...My lovely dear ?

I will propose upon many peoples to let whole world know that we are married ad...

and be the most happy couple together in this world...

And I love you so...

I'm kinda happy that I had wrote so many to let my lovely dear see...

I also wanna write more...it's already too late...

Later my dear dear sure kick me go to bed ad...hehex...Sweet na...

Ok na...I stop here xin...Dear...I will heard what u said and love u always...

Goodnight...My dear...Muackxx !! Hugss !! Kiss !! ^^

From your sincerely one...

KC Chew Fu Rong...

I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

11/08/2010...Happiness of my life...

Hai !!! Sorry oo...long time didn't open my blog eh...

Erm...quiet sometime ne...I miss my bloggies so muchie ! ^^

And the things I wanted said here...

I abandon someone quiet sometime ad...

I felt that I'm useless...

Because I can't even do something better than that..

U known right ? Awaiting someone to return back to your side...

It's aint easy...and very suffering yet pain...

But she had prove it to me...

So why I can't ?

She is a girl...I'm a boy...But why I can't even do such a things to her ?

I kept asking myself why...until the day I accepted her 3rd times...

I never though that I could be with her again...

cause I felt...she maybe got bf ad...

and maybe found a target ad...

but...

I realize...she is still waiting for me...

already quiet sometime ad...

eventhough she got felt hate and hatred from the start...

but her feeling toward me never end...

and I realize my true feeling...

I love her more than the other day...

Eventhough I'm stupid and sometimes reckless...

But I will try my best to be the best bf and husband to her...

and I will take care of her...

I hope her will give me a chances and time to changes everything...

She had been suffering enough...Now it's the turn to given her what she wanted of mine...

and what should I had to do...

I will given my love to the only her...

Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

I love you...

Dear...

Actually I saw those blog that you had written quiet sometime after we break...

Dar had been sad and crying at that time...

Dear...

I not meant to do those things to you...

I wanted to be with you if you are in Penang...ofcourse...

But that times...My minded really make's me given up this relationship of far distances...

but at last...I realize distances doesn't matter...

As long as I love you and you love me...

That's already enough...

This you had been proven to me...

And yet I will too...

Dear...

I hope that...dear can come to Penang...ofcourse...

Cause dar lately busy for working...but if can't also nvm...

Cause dar gonna planning going to Ipoh someday...

Inviting friends and collecting those informations of Inn or Motel or Hotel...

Felt wanna live there for a trip...

2 or maybe 3 days...

Hope that time...I can meet up with dear...

Hang out with dear at Tesco Extra...

Cause I know that there the biggest mall is Tesco Extra...

So going there for shopping and with dear tgt...

So sweet...And will take alot alot of picture with dear...

And hugss...and kiss...awn...sweet...^^

Dear...

You know that I always thinking about you lately ma ?

I felt that I'm can't be cure by medicine ad...

YOu are the only one lies in my heart now...

Even though need to wait because of small ages and distances problem...

But dar won't give up again...

Dar will try to find a way to reach there and stay near to dear...

and love you even more...

cause I really do miss you...my lovely dear...

Dear...sometimes...

Dar mind always asking me...

Why dear have to wait for dar ?

Dar is that good ?

Actually dar only meet up with dear at FB account...

It's started with a Sunglass that Dear wearing...

chating then started a relationship...

but dear...

Why dear didn't felt...

I'm a liar ?

I'm bad ?

I'm just flirting you at FB ?

It's that dar so good for you ?

Really weird...I felt myself bad too...

Eventhough dear had told me not to say myself like that...

But dar trying to be the best within in your heart...

BUt dar ofcourse won't flirt you if dar didn't even felt any feels to you...

ofcourse...dar like you because of your heart...

not because of your faces...

your body shapes...

or even sexy or pretty...

Dar just like your heart...that truly deeply madly in love with me...

So dear...you are the most perfect in my life...

Dear...

Last time told you about Internet Loving right ?

Dar sometimes felt maybe when dar and dear meet...

maybe will shy from the start...but later on...

Should be ok right ?

Dear...Dar wanna let you know 1st...

If we meet...don't treat dar like stranger o...ok ma ?

To prevent anything bad happen...

If we meet...I hope that we can just like others couples...

They can hold hand together...

Talk sweet2 things together...

Walk around together...

and loving each other without any doubt...

I will promise that I can do it for you...

I can try to talk with you when near to you...

and hold you...and hugs you...

sincerely inlove with you...

KC Chew Fu Rong...

I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...