11/08/2010...Happiness of my life...
Hai !!! Sorry oo...long time didn't open my blog eh...
Erm...quiet sometime ne...I miss my bloggies so muchie ! ^^
And the things I wanted said here...
I abandon someone quiet sometime ad...
I felt that I'm useless...
Because I can't even do something better than that..
U known right ? Awaiting someone to return back to your side...
It's aint easy...and very suffering yet pain...
But she had prove it to me...
So why I can't ?
She is a girl...I'm a boy...But why I can't even do such a things to her ?
I kept asking myself why...until the day I accepted her 3rd times...
I never though that I could be with her again...
cause I felt...she maybe got bf ad...
and maybe found a target ad...
but...
I realize...she is still waiting for me...
already quiet sometime ad...
eventhough she got felt hate and hatred from the start...
but her feeling toward me never end...
and I realize my true feeling...
I love her more than the other day...
Eventhough I'm stupid and sometimes reckless...
But I will try my best to be the best bf and husband to her...
and I will take care of her...
I hope her will give me a chances and time to changes everything...
She had been suffering enough...Now it's the turn to given her what she wanted of mine...
and what should I had to do...
I will given my love to the only her...
Regina Law Jiun Yeen...
I love you...
Dear...
Actually I saw those blog that you had written quiet sometime after we break...
Dar had been sad and crying at that time...
Dear...
I not meant to do those things to you...
I wanted to be with you if you are in Penang...ofcourse...
But that times...My minded really make's me given up this relationship of far distances...
but at last...I realize distances doesn't matter...
As long as I love you and you love me...
That's already enough...
This you had been proven to me...
And yet I will too...
Dear...
I hope that...dear can come to Penang...ofcourse...
Cause dar lately busy for working...but if can't also nvm...
Cause dar gonna planning going to Ipoh someday...
Inviting friends and collecting those informations of Inn or Motel or Hotel...
Felt wanna live there for a trip...
2 or maybe 3 days...
Hope that time...I can meet up with dear...
Hang out with dear at Tesco Extra...
Cause I know that there the biggest mall is Tesco Extra...
So going there for shopping and with dear tgt...
So sweet...And will take alot alot of picture with dear...
And hugss...and kiss...awn...sweet...^^
Dear...
You know that I always thinking about you lately ma ?
I felt that I'm can't be cure by medicine ad...
YOu are the only one lies in my heart now...
Even though need to wait because of small ages and distances problem...
But dar won't give up again...
Dar will try to find a way to reach there and stay near to dear...
and love you even more...
cause I really do miss you...my lovely dear...
Dear...sometimes...
Dar mind always asking me...
Why dear have to wait for dar ?
Dar is that good ?
Actually dar only meet up with dear at FB account...
It's started with a Sunglass that Dear wearing...
chating then started a relationship...
but dear...
Why dear didn't felt...
I'm a liar ?
I'm bad ?
I'm just flirting you at FB ?
It's that dar so good for you ?
Really weird...I felt myself bad too...
Eventhough dear had told me not to say myself like that...
But dar trying to be the best within in your heart...
BUt dar ofcourse won't flirt you if dar didn't even felt any feels to you...
ofcourse...dar like you because of your heart...
not because of your faces...
your body shapes...
or even sexy or pretty...
Dar just like your heart...that truly deeply madly in love with me...
So dear...you are the most perfect in my life...
Dear...
Last time told you about Internet Loving right ?
Dar sometimes felt maybe when dar and dear meet...
maybe will shy from the start...but later on...
Should be ok right ?
Dear...Dar wanna let you know 1st...
If we meet...don't treat dar like stranger o...ok ma ?
To prevent anything bad happen...
If we meet...I hope that we can just like others couples...
They can hold hand together...
Talk sweet2 things together...
Walk around together...
and loving each other without any doubt...
I will promise that I can do it for you...
I can try to talk with you when near to you...
and hold you...and hugs you...
sincerely inlove with you...
KC Chew Fu Rong...
