Yesterday I can't sleep...T.T...26/08/2010...
Yesterday...I can't even sleep well...
Eventhough I promise her to sleep earlier...
But I can't because...
I felt that I making my lovely one no mood or sad again...
I'm thinking it until now...
That's why I must post this...
If not I can't even sleep better...
Cause my world just got her...
And she is my oxygen...
And the one who gave me happiness and let me know what is true love...
That's shown how important she is in my life...
So I would let her know how much I love her...
But not directly...
I will write at here and hope she will understand me more...
Dear...I'm sorry...
Because of yesterday dar busying on road...
Driving,seeing movie then fetch mom and friends back home...
I know dear felt nothing...
But I felt not comfortable...
Because I know something wrong...
Because dear not use to be like this wu yan one...
Dear always laugh and happy gea...
But now...
I know that is me that making you no mood or sad...
I just wanted you happy...
Eventhough you told me...
You also can go out with your friends and enjoying...
But dar felt...
If I'm going out...dear felt unsafe...right ?
Because sometimes dar going out gea with girls...
Sometimes is boys...
And maybe dear felt no mood because dar late reply...
I'm sorry dear...
If can...I won't go out again...Ok ma ?
You know how important are you in my life ?
I can sacrifice everything just for you...
Even my life too...
I just can't even lose you again...
My friends got told me before...
"Are you serious with this relationship ?"
"Better kick her out from your life la..."
Like this told me...
Dar just directly told them all...
I'm sure that I can't even say something to hurt her again...
Something like breakup...
Don't want her or I found another one...
Because I knew it myself...
The one I love the most is you...
And I can't even lies myself again...
So that's why I want you back...
I know this quiet selfish...
If your friends understand gea...
They should know...
But some of your friends surely told dear that dar selfish la...
Or something bad gea...
Dear...
I hope time will prove everything to you...
That I love you even more than last time tgt...
Because I knew it...
You are truely the one inside my heart...
The one I seek for long time...
And the most suit me is you...
I love the way you talk...
The way you sing...
The way you act cute...
The way you hit my head...
The way you love me...
I love everything that you had shown me...
Dear...
Tonight I can't sleep because of...
Dar going out with friends...
Late reply dear until dear sleep ad...
Dar really wanna cry le...T.T
I'm sorry dear...
I promise dear...I wont go out with them again...Ok ma ?
I will be by ur side everytime...
Everyday...
Every seconds...
Always be by ur side and hug you when you needed dar...
Give dear warm...
And always stay near to dear...
Because I love you so much...
Hopefully dear will know my feeling to you and why I wanted not to go out with friends...
I don't wanna heard that you are crying again...
and you are worried...
no mood...
I don't wanna heard that again...
I just wanted I can be the one that can always make you happy and laugh...
I just wanted you...My dear...Can you forgive me mar ?
Lastly...I'm sorry again to my dear...
I letting you sleeping alone tonight...
I'm here for you ad...right now and forever...
I love you...Regina Law Jiun Yeen...
And I will always remember the day we re-couple back again...
10/07/2010...and your birthday...13/10/1993...
I promise you...
And I won't ever do such a things to hurt you again...
Because I love you...
Good nite my dear...
Sleep tight...
Dar now coming to hug you le...T.T
I'm sorry dear...Dar cry le...
I can't hold on my tears...
I just want you happy...
Hope this is the last day I going out...
And from now on...Dar always stay by ur side ad...
Won't leaving you a inch...ok ma ? T.T
Good nite...T.T
From KC Chew Fu Rong...
To Regina Law Jiun Yeen...
