<body> 'Regina' 's KC
...She's Beautiful...

Her name
is Regina Law Jiun Yeen

...Wishing Wells...

WISH ONE : I will given her happiness...
WISH TWO : I will protect her forever...
WISH THREE : I loved her forever and ever...

...My Lovely Wife and Friends...

Regina
 Mei2 Fishz
 Lynn Ng
Suen Gan
 Ann Reika
 Mei2 Zi Xuan

...Diaries...

  • July 2009
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • August 2010
  • September 2010
  • October 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • January 2011
  • February 2011
  • March 2011
  • April 2011
  • June 2011

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    ...Memories...


    Our love memories and sweet are recorded here...
     

    ...Edited...

    ...Edited just for her...


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    Wednesday, December 29, 2010


    Dear dear come back lu...^^ 29/12/2010...

    I really miss her alot !!!
    She just came back to me...Phew...^^
    I really happy and really surprise...
    I though she really don't want me already...

    Now at least...I didn't regret everything with her...
    Even in love with her...
    Even doing everything for her...
    And those things I had do to wan hui you...

    I really appreciate this time we back together...
    I just really hope that...
    Dear will trust me more...
    Actually...Dar not so complicated only...

    Dar always work lately...
    And just like this...
    Morning wake up...bath then go to work...then eat...
    Then come back home bath and eat then sleep...
    This is always dar doing gea...

    Didn't even going out lately...
    Just by today and someday only...
    Dar promise...
    Dar only have you in my heart...
    And no one could ever replaces you...
    Just like I had promise dear...
    Dear got pregnant...Dar will always be by your side...

    Always work and come back to dear...
    And pui dear...
    Sing to dear and baby...
    And give a warm and soft hug to dear...
    Hope dear really like it na...^^

    That is when dear and me married and got baby already...
    Lately I again see dou our future le...
    Many things...
    When we together and going anywhere...

    I just hope something from dear...
    Dear ar...
    Dont ever leave me alone le...
    Ok ma ?
    Dar really xin tong and xing ku when dear not beside me...

    Hope dear understand me...
    Right now...Dar didn't even wanted dear doing anything for me le...
    I just want you true heart and love me...
    That's all...

    Dear...Don't know dear got felt dou ma...
    We always sweet sweet ga...^^
    Dar always doing something like childish and make dear happy...
    Yee...actually dar didn't even doing something like this before with other ex...

    Can said...You the most luckiest la...^^
    Cause get dou my heart...^^
    And dar yuan yi too...^^

    Dear...I really hope this is the last time...
    Even got anything happen...
    Don't so easily said that word...F S...
    This really hurt...
    Ok ma ?

    And dar promise dear...
    Dar will do anything dear wanted me to do...
    And let dear be the most xing fu in this world...
    Just to be the best to you only...

    Even got people chase me or not...
    Dar won't even choi them...
    Just can be friends but not couple because I had you...
    That really the most strong and stayed long time in my heart...

    Hope dear understand me more...
    And dear will know how to do...
    I won't force dear doing anything for dar...
    Dar will doing everythings...
    Just to make you happy...
    I hope my name and your name will be written inside the marriages book and red cards...
    And we will sing those song again...
    Xing Fu Lian Ren...

    I love you...Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

    Monday, December 20, 2010


    郑源 Zheng Yuan – 怎么会狠心伤害我 Zen me hui hen xin shang hai wo (pinyin lyrics)

    每 个 孤 独 的 晚 上
    mei ge gu du de wan shang
    就 象 电 影 的 散 场
    jiu xiang dian ying de san chang
    身 边 的 人 都 离 开
    shen bian de ren dou li kai
    不 知 何 时 有 泪 光
    bu zhi he shi you lei guang

    每 个 相 爱 的 地 方
    mei ge xiang ai de di fang
    都 象 回 忆 织 的 网
    dou xiang hui yi zhi de wang
    多 少 痛 苦 关 在 胸 膛
    duo shao tong ku guan zai xiong tong
    谁 能 看 出 我 的 伤
    shui neng kan chu wo de shang


    当 我 松 开 你 的 手
    dang wo song kai ni de shou
    眼 泪 离 开 眼 眶 后
    yan lei li kai yan kuang hou
    喝 下 沉 溺 的 烈 酒
    he xia chen ni de lie jiu
    醒 来 最 终 要 接 受
    xing lai zui zhong yao jie shou
    当 爱 散 落 的 时 候
    dang ai san luo de shi hou
    何 谓 天 长 和 地 久
    he wei tian chang he di jiu
    痛 苦 了 一 生 的 时 间
    tong ku le yi sheng de shi jian
    是 否 明 白 是 否 足 够
    shi fou ming bai shi fou zu gou
    怎 么 会 狠 心 离 开 我
    zen me hui hen xin li kai wo
    这 一 切 到 底 为 什 么
    zhe yi qie dao di wei shen me
    分 不 清 一 切 都 是 谁 的 错
    fen bu qing yi qie dou shi shui de cuo
    付 出 换 来 这 种 结 果
    fu chu huan lai zhe zhong jie guo
    怎 么 会 狠 心 伤 害 我
    zen me hui hen xin shang hai wo
    可 怜 我 爱 你 那 么 多
    ke lian wo ai ni na me duo
    失 去 了 快 乐 幻 灭 了 承 诺
    shi qu le kuai le huan mie le cheng nuo
    守 住 两 个 人 的 日 子 一 个 人 过
    shou zhu liang ge ren de ri zi yi ge ren guo


    当 我 松 开 你 的 手
    dang wo song kai ni de shou
    眼 泪 离 开 眼 眶 后
    yan lei li kai yan kuang hou
    喝 下 沉 溺 的 烈 酒
    he xia chen ni de lie jiu
    醒 来 最 终 要 接 受
    xing lai zui zhong yao jie shou
    当 爱 散 落 的 时 候
    dang ai san luo de shi hou
    何 谓 天 长 和 地 久
    he wei tian chang he di jiu
    痛 苦 了 一 生 的 时 间
    tong ku le yi sheng de shi jian
    是 否 明 白 是 否 足 够
    shi fou ming bai shi fou zu gou
    怎 么 会 狠 心 离 开 我
    zen me hui hen xin li kai wo
    这 一 切 到 底 为 什 么
    zhe yi qie dao di wei shen me
    分 不 清 一 切 都 是 谁 的 错
    fen bu qing yi qie dou shi shui de cuo
    付 出 换 来 这 种 结 果
    fu chu huan lai zhe zhong jie guo
    怎 么 会 狠 心 伤 害 我
    zen me hui hen xin shang hai wo
    可 怜 我 爱 你 那 么 多
    ke lian wo ai ni na me duo
    失 去 了 快 乐 幻 灭 了 承 诺
    shi qu le kuai le huan mie le cheng nuo
    守 住 两 个 人 的 日 子 一 个 人 过
    shou zhu liang ge ren de ri zi yi ge ren guo


    怎 么 会 狠 心 离 开 我
    zen me hui hen xin li kai wo
    这 一 切 到 底 为 什 么
    zhe yi qie dao di wei shen me
    分 不 清 一 切 都 是 谁 的 错
    fen bu qing yi qie dou shi shui de cuo
    付 出 换 来 这 种 结 果
    fu chu huan lai zhe zhong jie guo
    怎 么 会 狠 心 伤 害 我
    zen me hui hen xin shang hai wo
    可 怜 我 爱 你 那 么 多
    ke lian wo ai ni na me duo
    失 去 了 快 乐 幻 灭 了 承 诺
    shi qu le kuai le huan mie le cheng nuo
    守 住 两 个 人 的 日 子 一 个 人 过
    shou zhu liang ge ren de ri zi yi ge ren guo

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...



    Nan dao ai yi ge ren zheng de you cuo ma ? - Zheng Yuan

    zai yi ge luo ye feng ling de qiu tian
    yu dao wo yi sheng zhong zui ai de ren
    cong ci yi hou ta de yang zi ba wo zheng ke xin guan zui
    rang wo ai de na mo xiong yong na mo zhen

    duo mo xi wang ta neng gei wo yi dian zhen ai
    duo mo xi wang ta hui guo de kuai le
    duo mo xi wang wo neng gei ta yi dian dian gan dong
    ke shi lao tian que ba gan qing zhuo nong

    jiu jing wo shi zen mo le zen mo le
    nan dao ai yi ge ren zhen de you cuo ma ?
    sui ran ai yi ge ren hen ku
    ke wo huan ke wang yi dian ai

    wo zen mo le ku le ma
    jing ran ai ta ai dao na mo shi she
    tong de zui hou ku le yi hou ye kuai le

    duo mo xi wang ta neng gei wo yi dian zhen ai
    duo mo xi wang ta hui guo de kuai le
    duo mo xi wang wo neng gei ta yi dian dian gan dong
    ke shi lao tian que ba gan qing zhuo nong

     jiu jing wo shi zen mo le zen mo le
    nan dao ai yi ge ren zhen de you cuo ma ?
    sui ran ai yi ge ren hen ku
    ke wo huan ke wang yi dian ai

     wo zen mo le ku le ma
     jing ran ai ta ai dao na mo shi she
    tong de zui hou ku le yi hou ye kuai le

     wo bu xiang ai ta
    que shi geng jia si nian ta
    qian wo de huai bao he shi neng huan ma...

     qian wo de huai bao he shi neng huan ma...

     jiu jing wo shi zen mo le zen mo le
    nan dao ai yi ge ren zhen de you zui ma
    huo duo huo shao gei dian an wei
    na pa ci bei de huai bao
    suan le ba wang le ba
    xian de yue shen yue wu fa zi ba
    zhi yuan zi ji shou zhe shang bei
    ye kuai le

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...



    Nice song and love Zheng Yuan songs forever...!!! ^^

    每(mei) 當(dang) 我(wo) 在(zai) 與(yu) 你(ni) 相(xiang) 起(qi) 你(ni) 的(de) 時(shi) 候(hou)
    不(bu) 知(zhi) 道(dao) 你(ni) 在(zai) 哪(na) 頭(tou)
    心(xin) 裡(li) 面(mian) 有(you) 許(xu) 多(duo) 許(xu) 的(de) 愛(ai) 與(yu) 愁(chou)
    不(bu) 知(zhi) 是(shi) 否(fou) 是(shi) 永(yong) 遠(yuan) 的(de) 傷(shang) 口(kou)
    當(dang) 你(ni) 扔(reng) 下(xia) 我(wo) 一(yi) 個(ge) 人(ren) 說(shuo) 走(zou) 就(jiu) 走(zou)
    其(qi) 實(shi) 我(wo) 也(ye) 知(zhi) 道(dao) 你(ni) 很(hen) 難(nan) 受(shou)
    隻(zhi) 是(shi) 這(zhe) 個(ge) 世(shi) 界(jie) 把(ba) 你(ni) 我(wo) 分(fen) 兩(liang) 頭(tou)
    割(ge) 斷(duan) 情(qing) 思(si) 與(yu) 佔(zhan) 有(you)
    想(xiang) 起(qi) 你(ni) 我(wo) 相(xiang) 愛(ai) 的(de) 時(shi) 候(hou)
    想(xiang) 起(qi) 隻(zhi) 能(neng) 在(zai) 電(dian) 話(hua) 裡(li) 頭(tou)
    我(wo) 真(zhen) 的(de) 好(hao) 傷(shang) 悲(bei) 好(hao) 難(nan) 受(shou)
    不(bu) 知(zhi) 道(dao) 什(she) 麼(mo) 時(shi) 候(hou) 才(cai) 是(shi) 盡(jin) 頭(tou)

    為(wei) 什(she) 麼(mo) 相(xiang) 愛(ai) 的(de) 人(ren) 不(bu) 能(neng) 夠(gou) 在(zai) 一(yi) 起(qi)
    偏(pian) 偏(pian) 換(huan) 成(cheng) 了(le) 回(hui) 憶(yi)
    我(wo) 帶(dai) 你(ni) 的(de) 照(zhao) 片(pian)
    找(zhao) 到(dao) 海(hai) 角(jiao) 天(tian) 邊(bian)
    希(xi) 望(wang) 你(ni) 會(hui) 在(zai) 出(chu) 現(xian)

    為(wei) 什(she) 麼(mo) 相(xiang) 愛(ai) 的(de) 人(ren) 不(bu) 能(neng) 夠(gou) 在(zai) 一(yi) 起(qi)
    偏(pian) 偏(pian) 換(huan) 成(cheng) 了(le) 回(hui) 憶(yi)
    我(wo) 就(jiu) 算(suan) 忘(wang) 記(ji) 時(shi) 間(jian) 也(ye) 忘(wang) 記(ji) 你(ni)
    也(ye) 忘(wang) 不(bu) 了(liao) 我(wo) 們(men) 有(you) 過(guo) 的(de) 甜(tian) 蜜(mi)

    當(dang) 你(ni) 扔(reng) 下(xia) 我(wo) 一(yi) 個(ge) 人(ren) 說(shuo) 走(zou) 就(jiu) 走(zou)
    其(qi) 實(shi) 我(wo) 也(ye) 知(zhi) 道(dao) 你(ni) 很(hen) 難(nan) 受(shou)
    隻(zhi) 是(shi) 這(zhe) 個(ge) 世(shi) 界(jie) 把(ba) 你(ni) 我(wo) 分(fen) 兩(liang) 頭(tou)
    割(ge) 斷(duan) 情(qing) 思(si) 與(yu) 佔(zhan) 有(you)
    想(xiang) 起(qi) 你(ni) 我(wo) 相(xiang) 愛(ai) 的(de) 時(shi) 候(hou)
    想(xiang) 起(qi) 隻(zhi) 能(neng) 在(zai) 電(dian) 話(hua) 裡(li) 頭(tou)
    我(wo) 真(zhen) 的(de) 好(hao) 傷(shang) 悲(bei) 好(hao) 難(nan) 受(shou)
    不(bu) 知(zhi) 道(dao) 什(she) 麼(mo) 時(shi) 候(hou) 才(cai) 是(shi) 盡(jin) 頭(tou)

    為(wei) 什(she) 麼(mo) 相(xiang) 愛(ai) 的(de) 人(ren) 不(bu) 能(neng) 夠(gou) 在(zai) 一(yi) 起(qi)
    偏(pian) 偏(pian) 換(huan) 成(cheng) 了(le) 回(hui) 憶(yi)
    我(wo) 帶(dai) 你(ni) 的(de) 照(zhao) 片(pian)
    找(zhao) 到(dao) 海(hai) 角(jiao) 天(tian) 邊(bian)
    希(xi) 望(wang) 你(ni) 會(hui) 在(zai) 出(chu) 現(xian)

    為(wei) 什(she) 麼(mo) 相(xiang) 愛(ai) 的(de) 人(ren) 不(bu) 能(neng) 夠(gou) 在(zai) 一(yi) 起(qi)
    偏(pian) 偏(pian) 換(huan) 成(cheng) 了(le) 回(hui) 憶(yi)
    我(wo) 就(jiu) 算(suan) 忘(wang) 記(ji) 時(shi) 間(jian) 也(ye) 忘(wang) 記(ji) 你(ni)
    也(ye) 忘(wang) 不(bu) 了(liao) 我(wo) 們(men) 有(you) 過(guo) 的(de) 甜(tian) 蜜(mi)

    為(wei) 什(she) 麼(mo) 相(xiang) 愛(ai) 的(de) 人(ren) 不(bu) 能(neng) 夠(gou) 在(zai) 一(yi) 起(qi)
    偏(pian) 偏(pian) 換(huan) 成(cheng) 了(le) 回(hui) 憶(yi)
    我(wo) 帶(dai) 你(ni) 的(de) 照(zhao) 片(pian)
    找(zhao) 到(dao) 海(hai) 角(jiao) 天(tian) 邊(bian)
    希(xi) 望(wang) 你(ni) 會(hui) 在(zai) 出(chu) 現(xian)

    為(wei) 什(she) 麼(mo) 相(xiang) 愛(ai) 的(de) 人(ren) 不(bu) 能(neng) 夠(gou) 在(zai) 一(yi) 起(qi)
    偏(pian) 偏(pian) 換(huan) 成(cheng) 了(le) 回(hui) 憶(yi)
    我(wo) 就(jiu) 算(suan) 忘(wang) 記(ji) 時(shi) 間(jian) 也(ye) 忘(wang) 記(ji) 你(ni)
    也(ye) 忘(wang) 不(bu) 了(liao) 我(wo) 們(men) 有(you) 過(guo) 的(de) 甜(tian) 蜜(mi)

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

    Thursday, December 16, 2010


    Cried...17/12/2010...

    Lately...Not only today...
    I cried alot ! =.="
    Do you think I'm stupid ? Right ? ^^
    Actually...I just can't even forget the day we been together until now...

    Right now...I think about you again...
    When the time we Webcam together...^^
    Really the most happy in my lifetime...
    I never so happy before when webcam-ing with someone...
    But the only you...Had make me happy forever...

    Erm...Right now I always repeat those song...
    Those four song...
    I just felt one thing only...
    If the day I get you back...

    I will always be with you...
    Even everything had happen...
    Today is the last day we living in this world...
    I will come back and pass it with you...
    Even died also died together...
    I won't let you alone...

    I really don't know when the time will come...
    But I really hope...You will come back one day...
    And make my day from dark become bright again...
    And everything also come alive with you...

    And let me be the one that protect you...
    And be the one to hold you...
    And be the one who given all you want...
    And be the one who given all the love you need...

    I promise...I will do it for you...
    Just only you...
    In my heart...
    No one will even replaces you in my heart...

    Until the time I married with others...
    My heart still lies you...the only you...

    This is the thing that I'm sure...
    You influence my life very much...
    Eventhough I hate...
    But won't hate after one day...=.="

    You know why ?
    Because I bu she de like this treat you...
    Because you are my lovely one...
    And I will wait...

    Wait until the day you come back to me...
    And I will become myself again...
    Right now...I felt I'm just fake !
    Doing something making myself busy but also think about you...^^

    Everything also can forgive if you really come back to me...
    Everything also can be solve...
    And everything also can be shared...
    Because I loved you always...and forever...

    You still remember the time I said to you about the rose ?
    There got 9 pieces...right ?
    Actually that meaning is...
    "You're perfect to me...
    and You are my only..."

    I had said to you...
    Don't know that you had heard that ma...
    I want to give you 999 roses if can...

    This is a symbol of promise of eternal love to you...
    I wanted to share my lifetime with you...
    I wanted to share everything with you...
    And I wanted to pass my lifetime also be with you only...

    Until the day we married...
    I will given those promise for you...
    Hope you will consider me...

    KC Chew Fu Rong

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...



    Memories...16/15/2010...

    Actually...I edited my blog already...
    Would you see it ?
    Would you feel it ?
    I still awaiting you...

    When you will come back to me ?
    I really can't even force myself to forget you...
    You are the most understand me...
    The most perfect and lovely wife to me...

    Lately...
    I trying to do something to forget about you...
    Making myself very busy...
    But I still remember every part of the time we together...

    You still remember that time we 1st meet ?
    When the time you cook for me that Fried Rice...
    Until now...I can't even forget about the taste...
    The taste of love...And other Fried Rice also can't let me in my mouth...
    Your cook are superb ! I really miss that...

    You still remember that time we together ?
    The cup that I wanted to take a picture with you...
    That we wear bride and bridegroom shirt and take then put at the cup ?
    Then everyday I wish that would be our love cup...
    When we drink anything also using that cup...

    Do you still remember those time we at Cinema ?
    The turtle movie ?
    When at that time...
    I really felt...We are already married...
    And together for long time...
    And we stay sweet until that time...
    And going everywhere...Even Cinema also be with me...
    I really happy...Didn't even forget before...

    Not only these memories on my head...on my mind...
    Even right now...I don't know I wait you will come back to me or not...
    But I still sure...
    That I still loved you...
    Love you so much...
    Until I can't even started to hate you...because you leave me...
    Because I know...You love me too...

    Eventhough my facebook already deleted...
    But I still can re-open it...
    I know I will re-open it again...
    Because our sweet memories always lies there...
    Won't go away from me...

    Dear...I really hope you can come back to me...
    I really hope you can give me a chances to "wan hui" you...
    I really hope...You would be my last gf and my last wife...
    When you will be back ? I miss you so much...

    I always think dou...When I heard dou "Lan Duo Chong"...
    Because I lazy write blog...And dear always hit my pet pet and say me lazy pig...^^
    I really hope those moment wont leave me so soon...

    When the time I think about you...
    Always think what you are doing there ?
    What are you thinking ?
    Would you share your happiness with me or not ?
    This always come to my mind...

    And I always think dou you only...
    Did you really want to leave me ?
    Did you really like that treat me ?
    Did you really can forget those memories ?

    I know...You scare you will lead me more "shang bei"...
    Actually...
    I got 70% deep hurt...But still isn't until 100% yet...
    And I let you know...If you come back to me...
    My hurt will reduce...
    become 50%...And less and less...

    Until I recovered...
    We will happily ever after again...
    Would the day come to me again ?
    I really wish...Those day faster come...

    I really loved you...
    Hope you really felt this...
    Eventhough you hurt me anot...
    I forgive you...

    Even you treat me how...
    How you scold me...
    How to say to me...
    How you don't want me...

    I want you back...Would you be my last gf and the only last wife ?
    And I will given those sweet memories back to us again...
    Because...
    I love you...

    KC Chew Fu Rong...

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

    Wednesday, December 15, 2010


    田馥甄Hebe Tian Fu Zhen- Ji Mo Ji Mo Jiu Hao 寂寞寂寞就好 pinyin lyrics

    还是原来那个我
    hai shi yuan lai na ge wo
    不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
    bu guo liu diao ji gong sheng lei suo yi bianshou
    对著镜子我承诺
    dui zhe jing zi wo cheng nuo
    迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
    chi zao wo hui huan zhe zhang lian yi dui xiao rong
    不算什么 爱错就爱错
    bu suan shen me ai cuo jiu ai cuo
    早点认错 早一点解脱
    zao dian ren cuo zao yi dian jie tuo

    Chorus:
    我寂寞寂寞就好
    wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
    这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
    zhe shi hou shei dou bie lai an wei yong bao
    就让我一个人去
    jiu rang wo yi ge ren qu
    痛到 受不了 想到 快疯掉
    tong dao shou bu liao xiang dao kuai feng diao
    死不了就还好
    si bu liao jiu hai hao
    我寂寞寂寞就好
    wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
    你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
    ni zhen de bu yong lai wo hui yi li wei xiao
    我就不相信我会
    wo jiu bu xiang xin wo hui
    笨到 忘不了 赖著 不放掉
    ben dao wang bu liao lai zhe bu fang diao
    人本来就寂寞的
    ren ben lai jiu ji mo de

    借来的都该还掉
    jie lai de dou gai huan diao
    *我总会把你戒掉
    wo zong hui ba ni jie diao

    还是原来那个你
    hai shi yuan lai na ge ni
    是我自己做梦你有改变什么
    shi wo zi ji zuo meng ni you gai bian shen me
    再多的爱也没用
    zai duo de ai ye mei yong
    每个人有每个人的业障因果
    mei ge ren you mei ge ren de ye zhang yin guo
    会有什么 什么都没有
    hui you shen me shen me dou mei you
    早点看破 才看得见以后
    zao dian kan po cai kan de jian yi hou

    Repeat chorus and *

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...



    田馥甄Hebe Tian Fu Zhen- Ni Tai Chang Kuang你太猖狂

    能约出来的人都约光
    neng yue chu lai de ren dou yue guang
    能吃得下的早已吃光
    neng chi de xia de zao yi chi guang
    很用力谈笑
    hen yong li tan xiao
    比哭还绝望
    bi ku hai jue wang
    怎么挨得到打烊
    zen me ai de dao da yang

    我以为痛苦可以分散
    wo yi wei tong ku ke yi fen san
    于是我忙到不能再忙
    yu shi wo mang dao bu neng zai mang
    忙到忘记了洗掉你所有短讯
    mang dao wang ji le xi diao ni suo you duan xun
    一字一巴打在我脸上
    yi zi yi ba da zai wo lian shang

    思念太猖狂
    si nian tai chang kuang
    一个冷不防
    yi ge leng bu fang
    一想起你
    yi xiang qi ni
    忙碌的生活变得空荡荡
    mang lu de sheng huo bian de kong dang dang
    对心事说谎
    dui xin shi shuo huang
    把你想到多么的不堪
    ba ni xiang dao duo me de bu kan
    伟大的你还想我怎样
    wei da de ni hai xiang wo zen yang

    我以为工作能够疗伤
    wo yi wei gong zuo neng gou liao shang
    甚至恨不得病倒再算
    shen zhi hen bu de bing dao zai suan
    没力气遐想
    mei li qi xia xiang
    谁知瘫痪在床上
    shei zhi tan huan zai chuang shang
    越发渴望你就在身旁
    yue fa ke wang ni jiu zai shen pang

    思念太猖狂 一个冷不防
    si nian tai chang kuang yi ge leng bu fang
    一想起你
    yi xiang qi ni
    忙碌的生活变得空荡荡
    mang lu de sheng huo bian de kong dang dang
    对心事说谎
    dui xin shi shuo huang
    把你想到多么的不堪
    ba ni xiang dao duo me de bu kan
    伟大的你还想我怎样
    wei da de ni hai xiang wo zen yang

    你也太猖狂
    ni ye tai chang kuang
    一个冷不防
    yi ge leng bu fang
    睡到一半
    shui dao yi ban
    才觉醒疗伤先要哭一场
    cai jue xing liao shang xian yao ku yi chang
    对世界说谎
    dui shi jie shuo huang
    只把自己哄骗得更惨
    zhi ba zi ji hong pian de geng can
    想得到释放只有投降
    xiang de dao shi fang zhi you tou xiang
    想得到释放只有投降
    xiang de dao shi fang zhi you tou xiang

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...



    Those words...15/12/2010...

    Those words...Suddenly hate them all...
    Totally hate...When heard...

    Zha dou...
    Gek Sei Ngo...
    Ai qing...
    I love you...
    Bleh...

    Those word...Don't know why...I just know Love really cruel...
    Give you for awhile only...
    When taken back...It's without any trace left...

    This called love...

    Today I had gone to Operations then working...
    I though that I could pass it success...
    But maybe because of my tensions and sad feeling...

    Making me got some permanent effect on myself...
    I wonder...This is the things I should Suffer...

    Because it's me that making other people suffer 1st...
    Right now...God punish me...
    I felt it's right...
    I appreciate those God had given to me...

    And right now...
    If I can...I wanted to be a normal person or a Monk...
    That have peaceful mind...
    Without anything about love...No more love...In my world...

    I know I had abandon my friends for quiet sometime...
    But at least they still support me...
    Quiet many time...
    This is my wrong that given them up...

    Even my love also can't support me and stay near beside me...
    But my friends can...
    Maybe I not suit to be in love with anyone...
    I just stay single better...
    If can no more and forever...^^

    If I want do anything also can...
    No one will block me...
    No one will said anything to me...
    No one will care about me...
    At least I got them all...My friends and family...
    I love them all...

    Today...Our shop going well...
    I hope this can maintain...
    I wanted to prove to my boss and I will take lead next time...
    Wont let anyone see me down again...
    I will push myself up and doesn't care about anything le...

    This is my rules right now...
    No one will block me and say anything bad on me...
    No more tensions and pain and sad...

    say tata to Pain,Love,Tensions and Sad !!! BYE BYE ! Blurk !!!

    KC

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

    Monday, December 13, 2010


    Strangers affected our future...13/12/2010...

    I though this time I back...
    Would "wan hui" her...
    Because I loved the only her...
    I though this would fight for our last battle...

    but...

    suddenly come out a stranger that hate Etrina...alot too...
    I really don't know why he/she hate Etrina alot...
    And why she saying those things to hurt Regina again...
    What is he/she motive ?

    I try to persuade him/her...
    To tell me more informations...
    But I still can't get abit...
    I said something like didn't blame he/she telling la...
    And trying to get abit informations from that person...

    But still remain unknown...

    Why he/she wanted to do this ?
    Didn't that would make everyone hate he/she ?
    That person...I didn't even know him/her...
    But how he/she will know alot from us ?

    Are that one is one from our friends ?
    Or family ?
    Or...even someone that like Regina or someone that like me...
    Saying those things to make us break and their success ?

    I really can't even get it...
    Eventhough right now I "she qu le" her...
    But I will find out the truth...
    But I won't let my love one suffering again...

    I really pray for Gods that please stop that stranger from contacting her...
    It's really suffering...I see "dou"...
    But this is the time...
    I think I should letting go...

    Eventhough right now I said anything...
    Also no use already...
    Cause everything just become memories...
    Nothing left...

    Future that I had make and broke myself...
    Right now...remain me alone...
    If...just only if...That person who like Regina...
    I hope he will protect her...

    Right now...22.43...
    I received he/she msg again...
    He/she said...
    He/she cannot let me know the truth...
    If not...he/she will get killed by his love one...
    And all he/she can tell me...
    It's because of Regina...

    I get it le...
    This is her gea friends...
    That concern about Regina lot...
    I didn't blame he/she...
    I know...This from the start...
    I wanted to be with her...
    Already expected will happen this things...
    And already prepared...
    But I just can't pass my stage only...
    That is I loved her even more...

    This blog...
    I love this blog...
    Because it's still remain those memories to me and her...
    That wont ever forget...
    Cause no one can even delete it...
    No one can make it gone...
    No one can make it changes...
    Because this blog won't influence by anyone...
    Just the only me can control this...

    right now...22.47...
    he/she tell me again...
    U can understand that jau ok la...

    Erm...ya...I understand...
    Understand alot from this loved story...
    I hope Regina will happy...Always and hope this is the last time she suffer...
    I don't want to see her suffering again...

    Eventhough you had make my heart broken...
    But I didn't blame you...
    Because I love you the most...

    Sincerely in love with you...
    Regina...

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

    Sunday, December 12, 2010


    I won't given you up ! 12/12/2010...

    Even though dear right now suffer from the last things...
    I will be here always to be with dear...
    Dear felt wanna an quan gan...
    Dar will give you...
    Everythings as you needed...
    dar will given it to you...

    Just the most important...dear should happy...
    Don't think those past le...
    Ok ma ?
    Let's go and enjoy together...
    I will bring dear go to everywhere...
    Make dear enjoy and relax...
    And won't think dou that things again le...
    Dear...

    If you want...
    I wanna go to Genting with dear...
    If dear got call friends go also ok...
    Dar wanted to be with you...
    Let you felt dou dar really near to you...
    Even dar at Ipoh...
    Dear can't really hold dear openly...
    Cause dear gea papa still unknown yet...

    So dar know gea...
    That's y dar choose other places...
    But when dear got time and take off day gea...
    Then we go na...
    I wanted to spend my lifetime with the only you...
    Would you go with me ? My love ?

    I will wait for your answer...
    At blog you can't commenting me...
    But you can send a msg to me...
    You willing or not...^^

    Dar will wait...Even 1 years to recover...
    2 years...3 years...also like this loved you...
    Because...
    I also get use to it...
    You are my only one...And would be the only forever...
    My love...I will wait your answer...
    Even wont know it's good or bad...
    But I will wait too...
    Until the day we found love again...

    I love you forever...Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...

    Tuesday, December 7, 2010


    Nan dao...wo ai ta...na me xing ku ??
    Even a chances also didn't have ?
    I started to know the meaning of this song...

    zai yi ge luo ye feng ling de qiu tian
    yu dao wo yi sheng zhong zui ai de ren
    cong ci yi hou ta de yang zi ba wo zheng ke xin guan zui
    rang wo ai de na mo xiong yong na mo zhen
    duo mo xi wang ta neng gei wo yi dian zhen ai
    duo mo xi wang ta hui guo de kuai le
    duo mo xi wang wo neng gei ta yi dian dian gan dong
    ke shi lao tian que ba gan qing zhuo nong

    jiu jing wo shi zen mo le zen mo le
    nan dao ai yi ge ren zhen de you cuo ma
    sui ran ai yi ge ren hen ku
    ke wo huan ke wang yi dian ai
    wo zen mo le ku le ma
    jing ran ai ta ai dao na mo shi she
    tong de zui hou ku le yi hou ye kuai le

    duo mo xi wang ta neng gei wo yi dian zhen ai
    duo mo xi wang ta hui guo de kuai le
    duo mo xi wang wo neng gei ta yi dian dian gan dong
    ke shi lao tian que ba gan qing zhuo nong

    jiu jing wo shi zen mo le zen mo le
    nan dao ai yi ge ren zhen de you cuo ma
    sui ran ai yi ge ren hen ku
    ke wo huan ke wang yi dian ai
    wo zen mo le ku le ma
    jing ran ai ta ai dao na mo shi she
    tong de zui hou ku le yi hou ye kuai le

    wo bu xiang ai ta
    que shi geng jia si nian ta
    qian wo de huai bao he shi neng huan ma
    qian wo de huai bao he shi neng huan ma

    jiu jing wo shi zen mo le zen mo le
    nan dao ai yi ge ren zhen de you zui ma
    huo duo huo shao gei dian an wei
    na pa ci bei de huai bao
    suan le ba wang le ba
    xian de yue shen yue wu fa zi ba
    zhu yuan zi ji shou a shang bei
    ye kuai le

    I though Xing Fu Lian Ren should be the most happiness song for us to heard...
    but now all gone...

    All I got in my mind...All those sad song...
    Really sad...

    I gotta go for operations...
    I think there's no time for blog le...and no more le...
    Maybe I should close my little blog...
    I really miss you my blog...
    but there isn't anyone will saw my blogging messages again...

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...



    I wanted to sing just now...
    Just sing for you to heard...
    Because dar lately really lonely...
    Doesn't have anyone that accompany dar...
    Dar wanna find friends...but dear will jealous gea sure dar wont do...
    Even friends dar also sacrifice...
    SO dar just alone right now...because not much boy-friends only...

    So dar just prefer alone...but dear...Facebook is more important la...
    It's ok gea...dar know...Dar nothing...just wanna let you know my feeling right now...

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...



    Blog...I though blog is our precious places...
    but I'm wrong maybe...
    Ya...I know that we met at Facebook 1st...
    But our real love story hidden inside here...
    I didn't tell anyone unless my best friends only...
    so far didn't tell anyone that I got upload new post and told my friends about my post...
    All just belongs to you...
    I don't know that you got felt dar doing everything just for you...
    Jealous to you...because I really scare will lose you...
    Angry of you...because I scare dear will doing something hurt yourself again or something bad...
    Laugh to you...because I love the way you smile...

    Maybe I just knew it myself...

    hmmm...She gonna uploading her picture by now...maybe...
    I didn't even upload any picture because I don't want any people come to my picture there and put like and said my leng zhai la or whatever...that would make her jealous...
    Because of you...
    I given up everything...
    I just hope you understand...No need do anything for me...just understand...me more...

    that's all...

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...



    Actually I need her so much...
    I hope she will know my feeling right now...
    Everyday...I hope my ring call is from you...
    I hope everytime I heard my ringtone up is yours call...
    But...Hees...Nevermind la...I given up...Just stay like this...
    I didn't hope anything from her anymore...
    Just hope that she is happy...that's my motive...
    Hmm...Alone somehow...
    Maybe just like this song...I given her too much freedom maybe...
    If she wanted to "fly" away from me...
    Sure I will dead...ofcourse...dead directly...

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...



    Am I sensitive ??? 08/12/2010...

    Although it's doesn't matter...
    I just felt that I'm sensitive maybe...
    Why she prefer Facebook more than me ?
    When I needed her...She wanted to do something just for facebook...
    Actually what so important at Facebook than me ?
    If I ask her...she will sure said me again...think too much...
    But I can't control my jealous feeling from inside me...
    For you...you should felt happy maybe...
    For me...I felt this gonna make me more worries...

    I wanna sing a song for you to heard...
    But heard dou you said that you want take picture...
    Mostly also put at Facebook...
    didn't even MMS to me too...
    She wanted to show her friends about her pretty or want to show anyone ?
    That I don't know ? Is that she changes heart ?
    I even don't know...
    Not meant I can't believe in you...
    But if you can do something that make me believe in you...
    I will believe you forever,,,
    Right now...I felt doubt myself too...
    Maybe it's my problem ?
    I given you too freedom ?
    I given not enough warm or happiness to you ?

    Or I'm being leaving behind ??

    I don't know...

    I just want a peaceful heart that with a wife that would consider me the most important...

    "she will given everything up just for me"...

    But I think I ain't that lucky...

    What should I do ?

    Better alone for awhile and naturally thinking...

    She wanted do what...I also respect her only...
    That's all I can do...

    I loved you forever,Regina Law Jiun Yeen...