Those words...15/12/2010...
Those words...Suddenly hate them all...
Totally hate...When heard...
Zha dou...
Gek Sei Ngo...
Ai qing...
I love you...
Bleh...
Those word...Don't know why...I just know Love really cruel...
Give you for awhile only...
When taken back...It's without any trace left...
This called love...
Today I had gone to Operations then working...
I though that I could pass it success...
But maybe because of my tensions and sad feeling...
Making me got some permanent effect on myself...
I wonder...This is the things I should Suffer...
Because it's me that making other people suffer 1st...
Right now...God punish me...
I felt it's right...
I appreciate those God had given to me...
And right now...
If I can...I wanted to be a normal person or a Monk...
That have peaceful mind...
Without anything about love...No more love...In my world...
I know I had abandon my friends for quiet sometime...
But at least they still support me...
Quiet many time...
This is my wrong that given them up...
Even my love also can't support me and stay near beside me...
But my friends can...
Maybe I not suit to be in love with anyone...
I just stay single better...
If can no more and forever...^^
If I want do anything also can...
No one will block me...
No one will said anything to me...
No one will care about me...
At least I got them all...My friends and family...
I love them all...
Today...Our shop going well...
I hope this can maintain...
I wanted to prove to my boss and I will take lead next time...
Wont let anyone see me down again...
I will push myself up and doesn't care about anything le...
This is my rules right now...
No one will block me and say anything bad on me...
No more tensions and pain and sad...
say tata to Pain,Love,Tensions and Sad !!! BYE BYE ! Blurk !!!
KC
